Yeah... I got my lip pierced on the 11th. I quite like it. However, I hate the mouthwash. My tongue is tender and numb and I can't taste much of anything. That's both a good thing and a bad thing. It makes fasting more of a logical choice, but at the same time, I can't taste my drinks either. And eating is a pain in the ass because my lip is tender. Not to mention it's a pain in the ass to go through the whole cleaning process after I've eaten. So it's a really good motivational force to avoid eating.

      Anyway, my fast lasted until Tuesday, and then I went to lunch and a movie with my mom. And then the next two days I spent indulging all the cravings I had while on my fast. And now I'm starting again. My doctors were a little concerned with how much weight I lost in a week... they said ten pounds was too much to drop so quickly. What they don't know is that I didn't lose ten pounds in a week. I lost it over the weekend.

     On another note. My grandma is trying to commit suicide. She hasn't had more than two bites to eat in almost two weeks. She's also been coughing up blood, and hiding it. A fact that is so far beyond selfish, it's unreal, as TJ pointed out, she could have Tuberculosis, but because she won't tell anyone, we'll never know until it's too late. The social worker has told my mom that my grandma will not be getting the kids, and my mom told the social worker that I'm leaving no later than the 15th of next month. So they have to take action before then.

     But yeah. She has a doctors appointment here shortly, and I have to go with. So I need to get ready. And I have to figure out a way to tell the doctors that she refuses to eat, and that she's been coughing up blood. So yeah... moving on!

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